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August 18 Do u mind if i smoke?I can hardly remember when i begin to smoke.
Not seems too long ago, i guess.
Some people dislike smoking, especially girls.
'Never ever smoke in front of girls', a friend once suggested.
But i don't buy it too much.
Whatever they think.
Frankly, i don't like smoking, either.
Hate it, more exactly.
Smoking should have been the last thing i want to do,
'cause i know better than any one else that smoking will slowly and certainly affect my thew,
and kill my gifted motor nerve, which i have been always proud of.
Bad thing.
Why do u smoke if u hate it?
Yeah, that's a good question.
I smoke only because i hate it.
Weird,ha. But it's true.
Sometimes we just have to do things we don't like.
We don't like eat the foods in the campus refectory, but our stomaches must bear them anyway.
We struggle to leave our beds in the early morning, still work have to be got done.
We unwilling to do any more study, jet we have no choice but stay in school.
We feel upset about leaving friends, but all good things must come to an end.
We never want to see lovers turning apart, but that is the true life we can not change.
We hate smoking, but we just smoke.
Smoking became some kind of reminder to me that life is full of tough things,
if i can not change them, i accept them, get used to them, and then turn them into parts of my life.
Once i saw a signature saying,
i write your name on a cigarette and inhale it into my lung.
Well, that's a good one.
But i'd rather write down 'annoyance', 'failure', 'loneliness', and words like that,
burn them, turn them into smoke, and let them dissipate to the air.
However, i don't really think smoking is an good idea.
I hate that god damn smell.
Technically i don't really smoke.
I don't inhale the smoke into my lung but only let it remain in the mouth and then exhale it.
Anyway, i have no willing to allow cigarettes to destroy my health.
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